I am ready to go back to work. I am ready to get back to my normal routine. These are the things I keep telling myself but to be honest I am terrified of going back. I really don’t want to leave Myah for six to eight hours a day. It gives me anxiety to sit and actually think about and sometimes tears come. I’m sure everything will go smoothly.
I thank God that I was able to take time off to bond with our baby I know we couldn’t have done it without me getting paid. 2016 truly has been one of the best years of my entire life. I now know a love I never knew before.
We survived our First Halloween (She was an adorable BatBaby) and am very excited to celebrate our first thanksgiving and Christmas together. Its a change to actually look forward to these holidays. I’m told they are ten times as special when you have a child. We shall see.